I wondered and worried about it many times before I had actually made it's acquaintance.

It's a different world than one I've ever known before. In fact, it's quite an adjustment for me. I never even had any younger siblings. There are many difficult things involved with being a mother.....but there are so many wonderful things about being a mother too....As time goes by and I get to know more and more about my newly acquired "position" (and as I get to know more and more about my precious little boy!) I am beginning to feel quite differently about the ups and downs of this season in life. These are precious days! Yes, there are hard things about them.....but these are day you don't get back. Patrick will only be a baby once For only one small and short season will my first born son be so innocent, so helpless and so full of babyish wonder at the world around him. It fills our hearts until they overflow each time our little boy smiles and coos at us. Even the times that can seem so hard are really a precious season....the times my baby fights going to sleep are part of this short season in his life where I can cuddle him tight and provide the love and shelter his little heart yearns for. What a gift! A child of your own is an amazing thing. I love being a mother, and I love this precious season in Patrick, James and my life......."Thank You, God! I know I have a lot more to learn, but I'm thrilled with the lessons You've taught me so far"








